New Year - Wishes

Just a small Q, why shud we wish ppl on new year day only and not on all other days that they should have a nice year.. hmm.. interesting. why do ppl give more attention to others on their bdays and on special days? why shud there be such a discrimination based on the days? Really makes me wonder at the flaws that this system has.

Yeah yeah.. I just happened to have a dose of Fight CLub.. again. hmm.. so what shud I do now? yeah yeah.. I"ll stop digressing and wish u all a happy new year.

Happy New Year.. have tons and tons of love... tons and tons of fun.. and ofcourse tons and tons of me to go with that.

Dec 31

Hmm.. me in the lab today. Its 10:00 already and I dont want to go any place? Isnt life one full circle? yeah guess so. Sry everyone with whom I cudnt be today. Really really dint want to move to any place.. hope u ppl are having great fun and ofcourse missing me.

Ok heres the deal.. hmm.. i have said that and dont know whats next. Yeah now I rmr, everyone who keeps me happy will get max frm me. I mean as u sow double or more shall u reap.. hehe.. I know :D

So.. what plans for this new year ante.. I dont know. act. dont feel like celebrating this new year at all.. we'll see. Yeah ofcourse always rmr what Tyler said.. ' Never try to control ur life.. just go by the flow ;)'

Pheww.. that took some time

Had to do lots of searching to arrive at this blog.. i dont know if I'll keep the same or go for sthing.. maybe I'll let this stay for some time.. and then think abt changing it.. hmm.. what else.. nothing much.. me in lab now. will install NFS and go after mia ;)

Off to my room?

two blogs on the same day? emo no idea.. going to room
thought i wud paste this and leave

TELL me not, in mournful numbers,
Life is but an empty dream!.
For the soul is dead that slumbers,
And things are not what they seem.

Life is real! Life is earnest!
And the grave is not its goal;
Dust thou art, to dust returnest,
Was not spoken of the soul.

Not enjoyment, and not sorrow,
Is our destined end or way;
But to act, that each to-morrow
Find us farther than to-day.

Art is long, and Time is fleeting,
And our hearts, though stout and brave,
Still, like muffled drums, are beating
Funeral marches to the grave.

In the world's broad field of battle,
In the bivouac of Life,
Be not like dumb, driven cattle!
Be a hero in the strife!

Trust no Future, howe'er pleasant!
Let the dead Past bury its dead!
Act,.act in the living Present!
Heart within, and God o'erhead!

Lives of great men all remind us
We can make our lives sublime,
And, departing, leave behind us
Footprints on the sands of time;

Footprints, that perhaps another,
Sailing o'er life's solemn main,
A forlorn and shipwrecked brother,
Seeing, shall take heart again.

Let us, then, be up and doing,
With a heart for any fate;
Still achieving, still pursuing,
Learn to labor and to wait.

Liked it a lot ra.. emo chala gurthu vacchav :)
next year anna naaku balupu takkuva avtundii leyy.. hope so.

Lost

Hehe.. everything is so lost right now.

I know.. I know. I dont know why u are reading this and why I am writing this. I am just bored and have no work to do. what abt u? Ok.. first things first, the previous blogs.. I dont know what I wrote over there and so just forget abt them :D

Hmm.. so what do I write abt? icecreams? happy times I had today? the tears that rolled down my cheeks? I have no idea.. well I dont know.. I have never been so confused before. I dont know why I am writing all this. I just happened to download this blog. Why did I get into blogging. I dont know.

I guess the title is apt.. I am lost and I dont know what to do.

Guess will go catch some sleep. Need some real bad.. bfn.

Book Reviews and Bang Bang !!

Finally s'thing in my life is kicking thru the way it is supposed.. the way it is supposed to happen. Probably some decisions are taken in haste while some without much thought, but hope this stays like this.. abbba enti sumanth.. sare so where were u... hmm cheptaaa.. me in banglore rt now.. hving a nice time rest abt it later.. just preparing for gre ante raa so i guess i am sane and doing things that i always wanted to kada.. gud for me.. inkaa... reading lotsa novels.. reviews aaaa mood ledu mavaa.. sare ayte atleast buks peru cheppali ante kada.. dan brown vi :D ok ok i can see the coincidence kaanni.. da vinci code is the only buk of dan brown that i haven;t reaad yet telusaa.. sare..

avi buks and fuddu is gr8.. abba i have them in mails kadaa.. so ain't gonna matter.. sare mari... take care and bfn

Compering => Lotsa Bumps

hmmm... lots of things to write abt.. yest did some compering and had lots of fun.. cun't find a pic still and so inkaa upload cheyyale.. inkaa wow woww it was gr8.. had a nice time.. kaani just missed someone special.. and hey i talked to vindhyaa.. ade crush kadaa.. koncham nacchindi.. koncham nacchale.. inkaaa today took the bumps for all that i said yest. aabbbaaaa picchi picchigaa kottarruu.. mummyyy noppigaa undi.. mari ela.. chuddam ley ;).. inkaa sai tho chatting and dun't feel like bloggin much rt now.. sare naa... love u.. tata summu

Sada Mee Sevalo

haha.. watched sadaa mee sevalo.. and hmmm.. the movie sucked and it sucked big time .. full despo and inkaa emi cheppaliii... played an age game and i played well :D ... baagane aadaanu and so it was like I had a pretty gud feeling going on in my self.. kaani stil missing someone kaaani hope it will be ok in some more time.. inkaa what else ante... hmmm nothing right now.. will sleep and then have to meet kiran tomm. and also have lots of work to do. lots of postponed work to finish chuddam entha sepu padutundhoooo ani... i am dead tired and still have work and so it sucks.. :p

inkaa.. nothing else.. enuf blogging for today... tata

Life So Calm !!!

uffff surprisinglyyy after so many days probably a bit calm and maybe relaxed me.. sleeping like a baby :D... that was in the srisailam trip

Life Soooo Calm!!

So how was today ante... hmmm... morning dad called and abbbaa dad enti alaaa.. always listening to others and telling me kaani me must not lose my patience.. ok naa take care and then me went to jniudb and had chicken :D

screwed up the CV exam.. koncham feeling bad for that kaani it is ok and raks thinks i dun't know abt it and is in a dilemma to either tell me or not.. kaani i guess let the things stay as they are right now.. good for everyone... inkaa i guess i'll watch a movie for some more time and then sleep :p... kiran is gonna come tomm. kadaaa.. so emi chuddam :)

sare inkaaa nothing else kadaa... hmmm.. nothing as of noww kaani got to start working ante.. sare summuu tatsssssssssssssss

A Really really happy day !!!

uuuuffff... finally a happy day.. probably today will go in as one of the days when i had fun .. i mean real fun without any plastic smiles or anything after such a long long time and it makes me feel really really happy abt it :)

so first things first... i will not stop writing my blogs whatever happens.. whatever even if something like the last time happens.. i amn't going to miss this for anything in my life.. this is so much fun.. and i need to write all this in some place and writing them in a diary is a bit cumbersome and tiring also.. and so i guess this shud be fine and this wud stay forever... hope so plzzz plzzz god let it be like this..

so how was today.. started with wishing sai happy holi.. had a nice talk with her on yahoo.. what a girl !! i mean naaku baaga nacchindiii koncham naa laage kadaa anduke nemo.. shez so bubbly and full of josh ;). and then ranj tho chat.. tarvata me and raki had a nice talk and raki room ki vacchaduu and it was gr8.... just got reminded of F.R.I.E.N.D.S episode of chandler and the bed thing :D sare sare.. and then slept with a thought abt how things were an year backk

and then woke up at arnd 5 and then started offf.. slept for a long time and then we played.. we played dumbcharads.. blufff... ufff i am so bad at that i cun't play that properly at all. haha.. and then it was gr8 singing and everything. But I hate it when it is so hot outside.. wish it cud have been a bit more cooler.. chala chala tired and dehydrated ippudu.. :) kaani ok ley.. and wish god naa usualll everyone i love and everyone that has ever loved me esp my best friends anukunnadiii antaa shud be fulfilled ani ante... and inkaa we went in a ropeway and then in a boat ... cooll and then the way bak was fun and frolic again. venki nenu talked for sometime and then the real fun started... everyone had to confess and it was soo soo nice learning so many things abt my seniors... oh forgot to tell kadaa.. I went to srisailam with my seniors and i am just describing all that happend :D haha.. and then heard what everyone had to say... waiting for me to be made the center and then that moment...

bole started with his usuall... okka ammayini jealous cheyyadaaniki nuvvu inko ammyi tho tirugutunnavaa and so on.. it was chala chala embrassing.. kaani mari not as embrassing as when i had to sing in front of the A section gals in my 10th :p .. and then we ate biryani.. it was real gud.. damn tasty... abbbaa had lotsa other junk also ley ;)

inkaa.. it was gr8 fun... the fun that i needed... the kick in my ass to remind me that i had lotsa work still to do... lots to still learn and enjoy and so i have decided that i amn't going to worrry abt anything and just trust my instincts abt the decisions that i make..

chal enuf of blogging for todaayy... i am damn tired and will probably post some pics tomm. sare marii.. gud nitte and sweet dreams

P.S : This is imp. emanukuntundiiiii tanu... :) aaaaa... style aaa ledaa kovaaa ledaa wht else.. chuddaammm... aarrgggghhhhh

My Sassy Girl

My Sassy Girl... Was it s'thing u did.. was it s'thing I said.. You were everything everything that i wanted... :((.. It hurts.. It really hurts.. It aches bad but still I guess it is best that things stay the way they are right now. Ok so how did today go ?? How have ur days been.. dunno.. probably sucks sucks big time. hmmm.. whatz going thru ur head rt now. Why the hell are u so pissed off abt people that u love the most. emo teliduuu.. telidu.. assalu telidu

sare sare... it'll not help if u write all this in ur blog. I mean this will not make u feel better or has it started to make me feel better ? Probably time for me to realise that it is a choice that we took and it is only the choices that we make that determine how our lives shape up. And reg. the fyp.. wish we cud have.. kaani if she wants to... tana istam ... be strong and be urself.. be adamant and stick to ur decisions.. u are right and will always be. And hey enuf of u fooling arnd with ur life.. take care of urself and the dreams that u have.

love u always...

Wowww

hmmm.. finally bak to where everything started :).. i mean missed writing the blogs a lot.. kaani I guess now it is fine. Will have to see that i dun't just make an issue out of this and hmmm... letz see... lotsa things going thru my head rt now.. i guess i'll blog s'time later... till then cya :)

Hope this lasts

Seriously hope this lasts and i dun't think i'll want to share this blog url with anyone after all that has happened.. phew... guess this is enuf for my first blog again... Plzzz Plzzz for god's sake respect my privacy and try to act like an adult ok...